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  PNB was my fourth preference this time but I got here. I had been here the last time, I cannot remember it because I did not feel like a candidate back then.  Now, I was.  I woke up early, ate lunch, and left with Baba.  Sometimes, I feel that I could fall in love with myself by looking at these photos.  I still cannot believe this woman is me because I like her so much. This kind of woman was my ideal and I am getting there gradually.  The reporting time here was around 1pm. In the mains exam this time, I heard such a horrible news from Bhubaneswar centre.  The students were not able to write their exam because of TCS ioN's fault. Fifty students were affected and IBPS never thought it important to conduct some kind of re-exam.  I have shifted my focus all towards myself and my Matri-bhumi now. 

  What is a Prarthana? Why does it sound like Prema-Samarpana_Archana? It is so because as plants begin to shed their yellowed leaves, I made a humble prarthana to my periwinkle. I told them that I wanted them to grow and get laden with a pretty flower. And, You my Periwinkle, gave it to me in plenty.  Only the one who has Prana can grant a Prarthana. Prana is Prema and where there is no Prema, there is no Prana.  Neither do I know how to care for my Periwinkles not is getting flowers under my whim. Samarpana is the key and so is Astha. Prema is the giver of Astha and Samarpana for how can you trust whom you don't love? And, why should they love you back if you never trusted them? This fabric of Prema is the only living being and we all live in it. You kill and you steal when you live in Maya, you love and you thrive when you live in Prema. I sometimes wonder if this Prema is the shining and pretty avarana of Bhagavana or is this Prema Sri Sri Radha Krishna swayam. And fo...

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